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EP. 04Illustrated field noteAmberThe Before

Six Hours Above the Stage

In an antique warehouse in Venlo, one end of an MBA graduation lived on a laptop. The other put my white-robed face above the stage for six hours.

Venlo, Netherlands · 14 July 2021Natti’s recollection · Apple Photos anchor · AI reconstruction
AI reconstruction of Natti in a white galabia attending a Zoom graduation from an antique-filled Venlo warehouse while his image appears above a distant stage.AI reconstruction
01The warehouse and auditorium are shown as a cinematic cross-cut, not one physical room.

Andrew and I arrived in Venlo after Crete, entering the quieter family orbit that waited beyond the island. One of its rooms was not quiet at all: a warehouse filled with antiques, belonging to the husband of Andrew’s mother.

During that stay, I joined what I remember as the graduation conference for the senior cohort of a Big Data and AI MBA. I attended by Zoom from a MacBook on a heavy wooden table. On the other end of the call, my image was broadcast on the large screen above the stage.

I remember sitting there for roughly six hours in my white galabia. Andrew and I had stocked up on pre-rolled joints, so smoke breaks became punctuation in a very long academic day. I was completely stoned—and completely attentive.
One long call

One timestamp, one recollection, two rooms

14:00photo anchor
≈ 6 hduration recalled
2rooms joined by Zoom
1white robe

The photograph gives the reconstruction a clock point. The rest of the duration remains remembered rather than measured.

The joke and the ceremony were both real to me.

The absurdity did not cancel the seriousness. I was delighted by what I understood as Israel’s progress along the AI trajectory: the sense that an entire field, and an entire country’s relationship to it, was moving quickly into view.

On one side of the call: graduates, a stage, and a public ceremony. On the other: old clocks, dark wood, smoke, and objects from other centuries. My face hovered over the future while my body sat among the past.

Conversation logVenlo · reconstruction pass
VOICE

Where were you?

NATTI

In Venlo, among antiques.

VOICE

And where did they see you?

NATTI

Above the stage.

VOICE

For how long?

NATTI

I remember six hours. The photograph proves only one of them.

The future was graduating. I watched from a warehouse full of other centuries.